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..Hey all!... I've decided to make a page with some of my poemz & quotez... but right now i have to warn you, i really don't like when people steal my stuff, so if i happen to be surfin the web & come across one of my poemz, without giving you my permission to use it, i will be forced to not add anymore poemz or quotez & delete this page permenately... so please don't take them w/o asking...
Did it ever occur 2 u i'm not enjoying the things i do, did it ever occur 2 u, i'm doing them just 4 u, the sress u take out on me i can no longer take, the smile u see on my face i can no longer fake, u shout at me w/ anger 4 no apparent reason, b/c just seconds b4, it was me u were teasing u yell & shout @ me making ur rage quite clear, does it give u satisfaction 2 see me wipe away a tear, i will not cry b/c of u, no, not in front of u, i'm afraid of ur reaction, i fear what u will do, did u know that b/c of u i spend sleepless nights cryin, but i need 2 stand strong, Lord know i'm trying, i don't know how 2 express my anger that wasn't something i was taught, this twisted web u weave, in it i am caught, u r the only constant in my life, the 1 that needs 2 disappear, i'm sick of going through this, sick of all the tears, Endless prayers of why, why you?, why this?, will i ever experience bliss?, ur the one i'm supposed 2 run 2, when i fall down, the one i;m supposed 2 call when i am across town, i'm supposed 2 b able 2 tell u about my 1st kiss, when i;m away from home, ur the 1 i'm supposed 2 miss, ur supposed 2 b the 1st 2 know about my secret crush, about who is hott, who is sweet, & who gives me that silent rush, 2gether were supposed 2 laugh & smile & share, ur supposed 2 show me that u care, but u weren't the 1st 2 know, when i was 1st kissed, u weren't the 1 that was being missed, u weren't the 1 i told my problems 2 & i never meant it when i said "i love u", u weren't the 1 that knew i had my heart broken & u never gave me the perfect solution, u were never there when i couldn't find myself, when i was lost & confused, u weren't there, u never helped, u didn't know i suffered from depression, until it was 2 late & i had already learned my lesson, u had no idea that i had changed, oblivious 2 my words & actions, u thought i was just being strange, u didn't know when i became a different person, u weren't aware of the new me & that caused my frustration, i discovered myself & u never knew, u never knew that i was just trying 2 please u, where were u when i almost gave in, almost ened it all & commited a deadly sin, i'm still a teenager, yet w/ everything i've been through, my mind is beyond my years & i owe none of it 2 you...
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...Harsh words & violent blows, hidden secrets nobody knows, eyes are open, hands are fisted, deep inside i'm warped & twisted, So many tricks & so many lies, too many whens & too many why's, nobodys special, nobodys gifted, i'm just me warped & twisted, Sleeping awake & chokin on a dream, listening loudly to a silent scream, call my mind the numbers unlisted, lost in someone so warped & twisted, On my knees alive but dead, look at this invisible blood i've bled, i'm not gone, my mind has drifted, don't expect much, i'm warped & twisted, Burnt out, wasted, empty & hollow, todays just yesterdays tomorrow, the sun died out, the ashes shifted, i'm still here... just warped & twisted...
...Its like i have nothing 2 do... but yet... so many things to accomplish....
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... friends, you and me... you brought another friend... and then we were three... we started our group... our circle of friends.. there is no beginning or no end...
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